SCHOOLS OUT FOR EVA!!! ooh ok sorry i just had to get some alice out


school isn't out for ever... which is good cuz i will miss my friends like crazy... though its not like we ever hung out much.. but we kept each other up and happy while in class... and shared some things we prolly never should have. for instance me and allysons dumb asses getting drunk at the art show. what can i say? i wanted to be a teenager again for one night. lol

so i started talking to this guy in school that was having a few problems.. but i realize that he was only talking to me because his friends (girls) gave him the cold shoulder for dating this one girl... which is pretty harsh... but i mean.. girls are just stupid like that. they were mad for not giving them as much attention as they deserved. i mean what the hell kinda guy is he for giving his girlfriend attention? huh?! ugh either way.. it was nice while it lasted.. he's a super nice guy he just has the attention span of a worm. (don't hate me for telling the truth)

and Rio... omg... i love him to death...but that man confuses the piss out of me..."breathe" he says "its ok" "I love you." and turns around to say... that love is caring... how does that work exactly? see i was under the assumption that CARING meant CARING..... make sense to you?

and this whole... friend/brother thing is very.. hard to understand.. especially when he won't tell me anything. i want to know what happened to him to make him the way he is now.. but he is unwilling to tell me...maybe because it means so much to him that he doesn't want to share it with me... or more likely because he doesn't really want to remember any of it... but he says that something in me reminds him of something he saw in this brother/friend person.

ugh

my old friends are maybe starting to talk to me again.. its very nice...

i won't say any names in the whole entry besides Rio because people know each other and thats just not nice... to talk about people that people know each other even in front of their face.. but see this way.. only the people that i am talking about know that i am talking about them...

ok

i think that makes sense...
anyway...
you should unsubscribe to this thing because you will never understand what the hell i am talking about.

ahem

where was i?